Well… I know not the best way to start a post..
Here it is Sunday night.. I have not accomplished a large amount of the plans I had for the weekend. Oh well… Hahaha.. I did most of the laundry, cleaned most of the house and read 2 books. That counts right?
I just cannot seem to get into the phase of a schedule. No, cannot do it.. Do not care to do it… I am leaving on a road trip for my sister’s wedding in T-minus 38 hours. I should be further along with my packing. Oh well. Dress and a pair of earrings what else do I need? I am looking forward to seeing my little sister get married at the tender age of 36 and 9/10ths. As well, I am hesitant to leave home. Even after this much time I do not like to be away from home. My safe place. My comfort zone…Well our comfort zone. My husband and I.
Lately, I have been working long hours, hiding out at the lake and just plain hiding out at home. My a$$ reflects all of this and the amount of chocolate I have been eating.. . Oh well it was good! I keep seeing myself in my mind. The self I thought I would see at this age and time in my life.. She is not the same.. I know. It is never the same as what was in our thoughts. But mine is just so very different and I am struggling to find that balance. That part of me. I look ahead and back….
I wish you all a good week and cross your fingers we take the direct path and not the detour route this week on our journey. 20+ hours of driving in our future! Hahaha